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Right Here. Right Now. Open Mic – LETS TALK LIFE!

I was getting late (as usual) although all things had been taken care of at home. What the heck! I was going out for an Open Mic after a very long time. Reached the venue just in time. And, was I glad that I made it!

Before I delve any further about the programme I attended and performed in, I need to tell you this:

Let’s Talk Life is a platform for people who wish to share their darkest secrets, display the talents they didn’t know existed or just plain spend an evening with like-minded, creative people. Not all perform. Not all have stories to tell. Not all have verse running in their veins. Not all have music to play. Many are here just to watch the participants and share their joys, sorrows, rants, etc via the spoken word or note.

And, THAT is what is so beautiful about LETS TALK LIFE. It allows you to simply BE!

Sharada and Nandhitha are the two pillars of Let’s Talk Life. Working women, talented writers in their own right, they have made Let’s Talk Life an institution in itself. We need more such women out there.

Coming back to the programme, the theme for this month was: Right Here. Right Now. It was about living life in the moment. And what moments we had out there at the Backyard in Adyar!!

The guitar, the violin, the veena, the keyboard, you name the instrument and it was there. And, what a fusion of musical notes, minds and words it was. Loved every single bit of it!

So, you had talks about life- personal woes, heart-rendering emotions that hit hard and lingered long after the show was over.

There was English poetry of different kinds and genres.

Tamil poetry hit the roof with its intensity.

Why! There was stand-up comedy too and that too by a first timer.

Everyone enjoyed the moments Right Then. Right There on that Sunday evening. And nobody missed the disappointing cricket match anyway!

I took the opportunity to write three freshly baked poems and recite them. Thank you guys. You all were awesome. And here, I include the audience too because without an audience to approve, appreciate, criticise, understand, applaud, the performer is a nobody.


Looking forward to many more such open Mic sessions.


Photo Credit: Vikram S. Vaidya











DAY 13

I wouldn’t want anything else
but you, my love.
Your presence is all I seek
even if my love appears to you
all Latin and Greek.
Know that I love you with all my soul
in part and in whole.
It doesn’t matter that your body ails.
I can sense your thoughts,
feel your emotions.
So, fret not. I want not
any more than I already have.
You are my life, my wife.
What more can I ask for!
Two souls connected with hope.

#lift #literaryfairytales


They nailed her in.


Not new to the vicious game.

She had been nailed in.


When academics she wished to pursue

the world had nailed her desire.

To no one she could display her aching ire.

Weaving dreams in tinsel town

she fell in love,

was pulled down.

Was the love of his life.

Sadly, he already had a wife.

Nailed in again!

Political play, all that she could get,

she learnt

the tricks of the trade,

had to face humiliating tirade.

Nailed in again!





she faced them all.

Every fatal fall

burnt her, bruised her.

Every harrowing hurt

enraged her self-respect,

encouraged her will power,

dislodged her scheming enemies

and, she stood up tall

rising from the ashes.

They nailed her in.



This time she had the final laugh,

they nailed her in

when she had already left

the mortal staff.

(Offering a tribute to a powerful woman leader who had the guts to make her mark in a male dominated political arena)

5th December 2016

Birdies Read Poetry at British Council – November Session

The theme for the poetry reading was ‘BIRD’ and guess what? Three birds turned up. All females. Ha! Ha! Maybe, the male birds just did not feel like writing about the birds and the bees I guess.


We tarried a while before beginning our poetry session. And when we knew that the others could have been delayed or might not come due to other engagements we started off with our reading. And you know, when women get together they can bring the roof down. It is a different fact that the roof legally belonged to the British Council Library and we could not attempt such an act.

So, we tried hard to keep our poetry chatter as subdued as possible.

But then, birds of a feather flock together. And flocking birds don’t lie low. So, we just went about our business of reading, writing poetry and indulging in some healthy criticism on how to make our poems better.

So, here goes…

Pankajam Kottarath, a poet with many books to her credit read out her poem. It reminded me of the times I studied Keats and Shelly in school. It had a feel of times gone by.


Just  quoting a few lines for you from the poem,  I Know Why The Birds Sing.

“Perched on trees by the rivers’ rim

dazzling in robes of ornate hues

rainbow wings and glossy bills

gushing notes you sing in tuneful voice

like a midnight choir from afar

to awake me from ardent dreams.


In the wilderness of woods,pankajam-bird

in the silence of wastelands

you sing to flowers wild

like a fragrant vile

with a beating heart

for nature to hear your secret ails.”


I know why the birds sing.

Sivakami Velliangiri, poet and poetry activist for the past 30 years read out her poem, Jade. Such a sentimental poem, it was touching to say the least.


“Two hand-hatched eggs confined

to space-less cage like Andaman cellular jail;

wing span stubbed,unable to throb

unused cholesterol , into my care, on my lap

meant to sing in the Silent Valley

deserted by your mother parakeet at Moolimangalam

a lightning bruised topless coconut tree,

you were meant to eat grains, fruit and chilli

not a paste of dhal rice that blotted your throat-insides

too weak to breathe, even to hop on the ring you lay yourselfsiva-bird

on the floor of your cage. When I rushed from the Airport

there were a hundred parrots already on the telephone wire;

my children had you cold in their arms.

You came, stayed with us, finished your Karma

then left us with emptiness.”

Finally, I read my poem titled, Soaring In the Skies.


“How much higher can I fly.

There will be a dawn

when I shall have to fly low

when my tired flapping wings will slow.


The feathers in my wings, faded.

the colours in them jaded

no longer resembling my earlier self

I close my tired wings.


Perched on a shaky branchshail-bird

reflecting on memories

of an era I cannot savour anymore

I shiver in nostalgic pain.


My birdie mate beside me sits

pecking, healing my worn out body.

Looking towards him with gratitude

I ready myself to soar the skies once again.”

We are meeting again next month. Those interested, please do come. The day and date will be put up at the earliest. The theme for the next month is ‘Edges/ Edges’. Write a poem based on the theme or if you wish to read out a poem written by some other poet on the same theme, you are welcome to share the poem by reading it out to us.

Until then, be good and stay blessed.

Haiku and Tea with Kala Ramesh

We had been acquainted online and had been in touch with one another for a while.  We were hoping to meet too someday but did not expect it to happen so very soon. And, what a pleasant experience it was!

Being a poet myself, I have always appreciated all forms of poetry but Haiku has always intrigued me because it is indeed very difficult to be able to express oneself with so much intensity in just three lines! Of course, Kala Ramesh would say otherwise, Haiku exponent that she is!

pic courtesy The Hindu

Pic Courtesy- The Hindu



Having been in the field of music, art and poetry for most part of her life, Kala Ramesh comes across as a very seasoned soul. Today, she is not just an expert in her field but also teaches haiku, tanka (a Japanese poem in 5 lines), haibun (comprising of prose and haiku) and renku (a Japanese form of popular collaborative linked verse poetry) to children, undergrads and senior citizens. She has created the ‘Rasika’ form, an eight verse renku fashioned after Matsuo Basho’s (the 17th-century Japanese haiku master) non thematic style.



So, when the extremely enterprising and talented Mocking Birds team in Chennai organized a Haiku With Tea, I was definitely not going to miss it.


Pic Courtesy – Mocking Birds/Deccan Chronicle

Kala Ramesh was going to recite a few Haiku poems from her recently edited anthology of contemporary world haiku, Naad Anunaad. kala-ramesh-book-naad-avinaadWhat added to the charm of the event was that her verses were going to be supported with dance imagery by Srekala Bharath, well known Bharatanatyam dancer, choreographer and teacher. She is also by the way, sister of famous ex cricketer Srikkanth (that I got to know much later after the programme).


Just imagine! You get to hear soulful poetry and beautiful classical dance at  the same function where the power of word and dance dazzle the audience. Wow! Who could even think of missing this!


One after the other Haiku verses were read in the soft resonating voice of Kala Ramesh, some like a whisper that made you perk your ears up while others made you laugh or shake your head in appreciation.

Pic Courtesy- Mocking Birds

Pic Courtesy- Mocking Birds






This was followed by a thematic dance by Srekala Bharath and her pretty little students based on the verses that Kala Ramesh read.



Pic Courtesy – Mocking Birds


Chennai based poet Sivakami Velliangiri was there too and we enjoyed the programme a lot. siva-shail





Thank you Kala Ramesh for giving me an opportunity to be part of  this beautiful programme.                      Thank you Srekala Bharath for that impressive performance.



Poetry Circle Meets Again – October Session

It was that time of the month. Poetry reading time!  So, we gathered to read, to understand, to appreciate, to improvise.

What makes the Poetry Circle readings at the British Council different from other poetry reading events is that here, the poets lay bare their wares and then,  the poems are scrutinized, with fellow poets gracious in their praise and criticism. There is no place for any kind of ego hassle or pride to disrupt the poetry readings. No wonder, only the bravest among them all dare to come for the poetry readings!

Of course, we have poets who like to read poems from books they have come across and share it with the rest. This helps in expanding poetic horizons. And we did that too!

The theme for the poetry reading today was ‘Festivity’ (since October this year has been filled with festivals and celebration).

Poet Sivakami Velliangiri wrote two poems on the theme.


I shall the quote the smaller poem titled, CELEBRATION.


to my brother’s house.

Memories search for childhood.

Silver and gold tinsels find nesting

places. The tree is a pot stand.

What does it matter?

Supplications constitute festivity.

In this small town of so many churches

which church do I belong to?

It has to be brick.

And the steeples have to proclaim

the baptism of a baby

pronounced Monica.

Christmas has come.


Mr. Chandramohan Naidu, a multifaceted personality read some poems of Kamala Das and Maya Angelou. A real pleasure it was to hear the poetry as the emotions of the poets overwhelmed us all.




Shri Paniker spoke about how certain aspects of poetry could be entirely subjective, but be a poem of emotion in its own right. The poetry reading gave rise to several other topics that poets and writers write about now-a-days affected by society.









Finally, I read out my poem titled, CELEBRATION.

Bland it was


until you came.

Crawling into my womb

you made my bored interiors


as if I was enjoying,

praying in a festival.


Until we walked

hand in hand

around the sacred fire

I only celebrated myself,

my void, my solitude.

Today, I happily indulge

in marital festivity.



with my mound of words,

my prism of perspiring perspectives

I was indifferent to life,

arrogant to opinion.

Now, evolving, changing,

humbled, I celebrate.


What can be more inspiring and joyous when creative people get together to talk unabashedly about poetry, art, life itself in the confines of a place that lets you be You! Our Poetry Reading today only confirmed the fact why poets need to get together to celebrate!

See you next season. Happy Diwali.




Oh! Lord Ganesha,
your long elephantine trunk
blesses me limitlessly;
those big flappy ears of yours –
“Listen” they say, “talk less; forget the ‘I’, the ‘Me’.
That precious ivory tusk which you broke
to pen an enormous mythological tale still stands true
teaching me to make good with what I have.
That broken tooth makes me understand
 God resides even in that special child. 
Lord Vinayaka, Ganesh Bhagwaan, Humble pranaams 
from a chastened devotee on your special day!


News in Verse at Shailimar Times!

It just fit. Shailimar Times! Out of the blue!

Never thought of writing news in verse. But, here I am doing it. And, a regular weekly column at that.

I need to thank my dear friend Sonia Rao for being so adventurous and trusting of me. Just imagine! You are the Editor of a famous website Mumbai Mom. Com

when suddenly, you are suggested a weird idea of writing The News This Week in verse format and you are giving it a shot without a clue as to how the readers will respond!

Well, the readers seemed happy looking at the comments posted on my FB timeline.

So, without mentioning anything more, just go ahead and look out for this weekly column every Sunday at Mumbai Mom.Com for the news headlines that passed you by during the week.

The first post of Shailimar Times (yeah, Shail-i-maar Times) can be read here in the link below.

Shailimar Times.

shailimar times



Rendezvous with Priya Sarukkai Chabria

priya123When I saw a foreigner with a hat placed perfectly on her head and a long stylish chain dangling from her neck, lipstick and eye liner in place, I least expected the person to be the one I was to be meeting along with Sivakami on 9th August, 2016 at Amdavadi, T.Nagar.

I had met innumerable writers and poets before so, it wasn’t that I was over-awed or something. It was just that she seemed to pop out from the pages of history, an old timer writer, poet, novelist and translator from every angle!

What stood out (for me at least) as a stereotype perception of well known writers transformed into a tale of thoughts and emotions which I shared along with Sivakami with Priya Sarukkai Chabria.

For the uninformed (like I was earlier), Priya Sarukkai Chabria’s books include translation The Autobiography of a Goddess Andal (2015, Zubaan university of Chicago Press, with Ravi Shankar)  Bombay/Mumbai: Immersions (2013, Niyogi Books, non -fiction with photographer Christopher Taylor),  Generation 14 (2009, Zubaan-Penguin, speculative fiction) Nor Springtime Yet: Poems (HarperCollins (India), 2009), Dialogue & Other Poems (2006, Indian Academy of Literature)  and The Other Garden (1995, Rupa&Co., novel).  Awarded by the Indian Government for her Outstanding Contribution to Literature her works’ translated into six languages. She edits Poetry at Sangam ( .

Exhausted after attending the Bangalore Poetry festival, she was still exhuming the poetry fumes carried over from there, a kind of hangover that seeped into her persona and into our conversation. It was no wonder then that we began discussing poetry and poems impromptu; what kind of poems appealed, which didn’t, why not and the like.

It was a pleasure interacting with her. Of course, quite unlike us, she seemed to belong to a different class altogether, constantly caught in the world of words, passion and the literary life, travelling from place to place, putting words on fire wherever she went.


I got to share my Sahitya Akademi poem, Wings Of Flight with her while Sivakami shared some of her poems like The Great Compound Wall and On A Strike Day. We had a good time reading poetry, reading thoughts, reading life itself. It was then, that we discovered that all of us, irrespective of our standing in society have this vulnerable self that is waiting to get healed; and writing poetry was a great way of doing it.

After a light lunch we had a long drive and Priya promised to remember and keep in touch. It was a day that went well. There is nothing like sharing creative thoughts and emotions with personalities in the same field who have seen it all, done it all. One really benefits talking to them.

Thank You Priya. We hit it off well. Hoping to meet you soon again. And this time when we meet, your reading of Andal is due!priya2

Quoting from her book of poems, Not Springtime Yet, from the poem Ushas.

“My sister Nritti and I, Ushas, we

weave darkness and light. She’s The

Night who comforts through

darkness, lifting it, letting it run

through her fingers and I’m The

Dawn, smoothing brightness

across the bed of the sky, arching to

tuck it into the horizon, awakening

life to life. She’s said to turn reality

into dreams and nightmares. I

reverse her flow, I demand the other

terror: action. Between the two of us

goddesses there’s not much to choose…”

Mirror Mirror on the Wall, Does it matter after all? An Open Mic for feminism!

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Saturday 6th August, 2016, an exciting theme event beckoned me. It called for poetry presentation on the topic of beauty and the pressures of looking good in society. And yeah, you got it right – it was about women!

Apart from the theme that interested me, the fact that certain speakers were also going to voice their views on the above mentioned topic confirmed my place in the crowd.


Sharada Vijay and Nandhitha Hariharan were the hosts for the event. Quite unlike other formal hosts, they put you at ease immediately irrespective of the fact whether you were performer or part of the audience.

The speakers belonging to different professions spoke about their views on beauty standards and how it affected them in life. Sruthakeerthi, an entrepreneur spoke eloquently about her attitude towards beauty, towards her body and society in general.


Swetha Sudhakar, a transgender spoke about the travails she has had to face for asserting her place in society. Her Tamil poetry was nice.poetryreading3

Charulatha Rangarajan’s claim to fame was her donation of her long hair to help cancer patients make wigs. She spoke quite dramatically. Her Tamil poetry was indeed a pleasant surprise.

Rutika Saraf, a fashion blogger spoke about how she encountered the needs and desires of women wanting to keep up beauty standards irrespective of age or generation.

Sharada Vijay, spoke about her long battle with physical abuse and how she came out of it scarred but willing to survive. The event was proof of her will to survive despite all odds. Her poetry was not the stereotype kind. It hit you in the face, made you feel uncomfortable and churned you inside out.

Nandhitha Hariharan, just out of her battle with depression read out her poem that made you squirm in your seat, reprimanding you internally to think twice before you used the word, ‘Slut’ again ever in your life.

Many other poets came forward to read out their poems related to the theme of beauty.

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I was one among them. Incidentally, the poem that I read was composed almost a decade back and was mysteriously titled, Mirror Mirror on the Wall!

POETRY COUTURE was in whole an interesting concoction of creativity, poetry and feminism.

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